Im so sick of my life right now. I haven't slept in the past 2 days and the day before that I was only able to sleep for a few hours. Im sick of my family, Im sick of my friends, Im sick of my boyfriend. I dont feel like doing anything but playing computer games, watching tv and eating. I dont know what to do, but it just feels like Im waiting for something thats never going to come....

Blast from the past

I just spent the last hour reading my previous posts and I realized either I have become a very boring person in the past three years or I was just as boring before but it didn't matter. I used to feel like I had so much to talk about and post on the many online journals I had and now I can hardly bring myself to update my status on facebook. I used to love rp-ing in the Yahoo LOTR chat room and I was quite sad to find out that its dead (although I'm sure its been that way for quite sometime). I was also looking back on a couple of online friends I used to have and I'm sad we don't talk anymore either. Its like high school friends who move away and even if you wanted to talk to them, you wouldn't know what to say! My life is boring! I just realized I haven't left the house in over three days! What happened to me? I suppose I should start trying to find some hobbies/interests/passions SOMETHING! I don't want to be BrendaBoring anymore....

PS: You know you need to stop and get a life when: ...its almost 5:30am and you're posting to a journal you haven't updated in three years and you're NOT on amphetamines.

Current Mood: nostalgic

When the hell is Shoebox going to update????? AHHHH!!!!

You Are Not Scary

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?

*giggles* suprise!

Ah....back in school for one week and I'm already skipping. Sometimes I really do amaze myself. ^_^

Anyway, I have missed my livejournal so very much over the summer *huggles livejournal* I really want to start updating again. But I have such a horrible schedule this year...

1.TV Production

2.College Credit Women, Gender, and Diversity

3.College Credit English

4.Forensics

5.Ap US Government

6.Pre-Calculus

7.AP Psychology

OUCH!!!! I am going to be so swamped because I am also doing tutoring, debate, helping out with the musical and the play, and trying to hang out with friends *CRIES*.

I need to stop complainging though...IM  A SENIOR! Finally!!!!!!

GO SAMMERS!

Anyway, enough randomness, dorkorific posted *this* really interesting entry about HBP and JKR's writing. I enjoyed it very much and maybe you will too.

MUCH LOVE,

SAMMERS >:D<

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: Eve6: Here's to the Night

Hair love <3

*squee*

Got this from merryofbuckland <3

"List 6 of your favourite songs and then select 6 people to pass this on to."

BTW- These are in no particular order and they're not my favorite of all time, just at the moment. :p

1. Sidewalks-StoryoftheYear
2. Miss You More- Building Rome
3. Unheard Voice- StoryoftheYear
4. Swing Life Away- Rise Against
5. Paperthin Hymn- Anberlin
6.Don't Panic- Coldplay 

I don't have any friends that haven't already had this passed to them :(

(basically I have no friends really. Im such a loser. woe is me)

Current Mood: lethargic
Current Music: Anthem of Our Dying Day- StoryoftheYear

Merry always finds the best quizzes ^_^

Your #1 Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond. For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate. Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner. However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad. Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed.

With respect to money, you spend as little as possible.

You think good luck will definitely be yours, someday.

The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.

You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.

When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match.

Your IQ Is 105

Your Logical Intelligence is Above Average Your Verbal Intelligence is Genius Your Mathematical Intelligence is Average Your General Knowledge is Above Average

Math killed me on the ACT too. :(


Your Lightsaber is Blue

Blue is often associated with depth and stability.
It symbolizes trust, loyalty, wisdom,
confidence, and truth.


What Colored Lightsaber Would You Have?
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You scored as Ram. You are the Ram. You often live in reality but turn it into your imagination at every turn. New beginnings are a favorite for you. You rule the mountains as a mejestic being. </td> Ram 92% Dog 75% Horse 75% Bear 75% Wolf 67% Bull 67% Deer 58% Eagle 58% Salmon 58% Crow 42% Fox 25% Snake 25% Stag 25% Dragon 25% Which animal totem best suits you? created with QuizFarm.com

ew. im ugly....

Going to the Land of Eng tomorrow....TOMMOROW! It came so fast, it snuck up on me, and now, I haven't even started packing...and I have so much to pack and I have no money and I don't know what to do!!!

But I am so excited. Actually beyond excited...elated really. Maybe I'll meet Harry Potter...or someone that looks like him....God. We're going to Have Tea And Scones at Windsor Castle. And we're gonna ride one of those red double decker buses and we're going to a pub and im going to see all this frlippin sweet stuff. I've never even been out of the country. I love you all. I may not come back...and if I do...I may have a lip ring.

Oh yea and we're going to the Tower of London. The one in the Goosbumps movie A Night in Terror Tower....they really filmed it there. Awesome huh. Maybe I'll see Susan and her brother there. AWESOME!

I havent updated in the LONGEST time, so I thought I'd post a few pictures from Prom night(May 6th) because that night was so incredibly fun!!

( PROM NIGHT )